Weeping Heart

12 bhawna

2011-04-12T00:25:00.000+10:00

Dhan bina nirdhan dukhi

Trishna bus dhanwan

Kahin na sukh sansar mein

Sab jug dekha chhan

Ai Jo Silli Silli Aundi Hai Hawa

2010-07-23T19:58:00.001+10:00

To Ex

2010-07-23T19:45:00.001+10:00

You Told me You Loved Me, I Thought It was True, But Now I'm Sitting Here Crying, All Because Of You

You Said I Was The Perfect boy, So I Gave You My Heart, And All You Did To It, Was Tear It Apart

11 years Of Nothing, How Could This Be, We Were Meant For Each Other, But I Guess That You Could Not See

मेरी दुनिया लुट रही थी

2010-07-04T20:43:00.003+10:00

खुश रहे तू सदा

2010-07-01T21:21:00.003+10:00

Tasveer

2010-06-30T13:00:00.003+10:00

तस्वीर तेरी दिल मेरा बहला न सकेगी
ये तेरी तरह मुझसे तो शर्मा न सकेगी

मैं बात करूँगा तो ये खामोश रहेगी
सीनेसे लगा लूँगा तो ये कुछ न कहेगी
आराम वो क्या देगी जो तदपा न सकेगी

यह अन्केहं हैं ठहरी हुई, चुंचल वोह निगाहें
यह हाथ हैं सहमे हुए, और मस्त वोह बाहें
पर्ची तो इंसान के काम आ न सकेगी.

इन होटों को फैअज़ मैं कुछ दे न सकूंगा
इस ज़ुल्फ़ को भी हाथ मैं में ले न सकूंगा
उलझी हुई रातों को सुलझ न सकेगी

तस्वीर तेरी दिल मेरा बहला न सकेगी

2010-06-27T16:21:00.003+10:00

ना किसी कि आँख का नूर हूँ, ना किसी के दिल का करार हूँ
जो किसी के काम न आ सके, मैं वो एक मुश्त-इ-गुबार हूँ

मैं नहीं हूँ नाघ्मा-इ-जान फ़ज़ा, कोई सुन के मुझ को करेगा क्या
मैं बारे बिरोग की हूँ सदा, मैं बारे दुखों की पुकार हूँ

मेरा रंग रूप बिगड़ गया, मेरा यार मुझ से बिचाद गया
जो चमन खिजान से उजर गया, मैं उसी की फसल-इ-बहार हूँ

ना तो मैं किसी का हबीब हूँ, ना तो मैं किसी का रकीब हूँ,
जो बिगड़ गया वो नसीब हूँ, जो उजाड़ गया वो दयार हूँ.

पढ़े फातिहा कोई आए क्यूँ, कोई चार फूल चढ़ाए क्यूँ?
कोई आके शमा जलाए क्यूँ, मैं वो बेकसी का मज़ार हूँ

ना किसी कि आँख का नूर हूँ, ना किसी के दिल का करार हूँ
जो किसी के काम न आ सके, मैं वो एक मुश्त-इ-गुबार हूँ

A Ghazal from Last Empror Bhadur Shah Zafar

2010-06-27T15:58:00.003+10:00

लगता नहीं है जी मेरा उजड़े दयार में
किसकी बनी है अालम-ए-नापायेदार में

बुलबुल को पासबाँ से न सैयाद से गिला
क़िस्मत में क़ैद लिखी थी फ़स्ल-ए-बहार में

इन हसरतों से कह दो कहीं और जा बसें
इतनी जगह कहाँ है दिल-ए-दाग़दार में

इक शाख़-ए-गुल पे बैठ के बुलबुल है शादमाँ
काँटे बिछा दिये हैं दिल-ए-लालाज़ार में

उम्र-ए-दराज़ माँगके लाए थे चार दिन
दो अारज़ू में कट गए, दो इन्तज़ार में

दिन ज़िन्दगी के ख़त्म हुए शाम हो गई
फैला के पाँव सोएँगे कुंज-ए-मज़ार में

कितना है बदनसीब “ज़फ़र″ दफ़्न के लिए
दो गज़ ज़मीन भी न मिली कू-ए-यार में

Translation

My heart has no repose in this despoiled land
Who has ever felt fulfilled in this futile world?

The nightingale complains about neither the sentinel nor the hunter
Fate had decreed imprisonment as the harvest of spring

Tell these longings to go dwell elsewhere
What space is there for them in this besmirched heart?

Sitting on a branch of flowers, the nightingale rejoices
I have strewn thorns in the garden of my heart

I asked for a long life, I received four days
Two passed in desire, two in waiting.

The days of life are over, evening has fallen
I shall sleep, legs outstretched, in my tomb

How unfortunate is Zafar! For his burial
Not even two yards of land were to be had, in the land of his beloved.[15]

Justaju Jiski Thi

2010-05-26T15:07:00.002+10:00

Devdas

2010-03-30T09:28:00.004+11:00

First of all sorry for a long absence

I liked this one,

PS: read the punch line (last one)

आज दीदार..कल यार..परसों प्यार.. फिर इकरार..
फिर इंतज़ार.. फिर तकरार फिर दरार.. सारी मेहनत बेकार..
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Is your girl likely to cheat?

2008-06-05T19:20:00.005+10:00

Sometimes women claim that they were driven into the arms of another man because their guy was a terrible, awful, horrible person, and they found comfort in the arms of someone who was sensitive and attentive. Bullcrap. That's just a cop out. A cheater is a coward. At least, that's my take on it.That said, this article isn't about a woman who will cheat on you because you're neglecting her or not attentive to her delicate needs. Rather, it's about whether or not your girl will cheat on you regardless of how you treat her.

You could be the greatest man on Earth: the best lover, funny, sexy, a gentleman, and all that good stuff, but if she's wired to cheat, she will, despite any efforts on your part. This actually isn't about you at all; it's about her.All I can do is help you figure out if she was born to cheat and help you get rid of her before she rips your heart out through your testicles. Here are some signs that your girl is likely to mess around on you.

She cheated on her last guy to be with you. Although it may have been exciting and made the sex all the more fantastic, if she was cheating on her last boyfriend to get between the sheets with you, guess what, my man? She's probably going to taste the penis of another while you're still with her. Although this isn't necessarily set in stone, you have to admit that the minute things aren't so perfect between you two, which is inevitably going to happen, she'll start shopping around for M&Ms (Muscles & Money).

She cheated on all her boyfriendsShe cheated to be with you, but you discovered after the fact that she cheated on every boyfriend she ever had. So she's a branch swinger -- she won't let go of one branch until she has a firm grasp on another. It's frightening to realize that a guy can easily get her to take hold of his branch while she's with you, and you know exactly what I'm alluding to.If she has to find someone else before she lets her boyfriends go, what makes you think that you're the exception and not the rule? You have two choices: You can either stick around and wait for her to continue her swinging or you can tell her to find another branch now because you want to keep yours free of critters.

She says things like "everybody cheats"When she states cheating as a matter of fact in everyone's life and not a conscious decision made by those in relationships, you know you're going to be hearing the words "it just happened" in the weeks or months that follow. When anyone states that everyone cheats, they are, in essence, admitting that they belong to such a club. And although it doesn't necessarily mean that she is going to cheat on you, it does mean that if the opportunity arose, her excuse would be that, of course, "everyone cheats."She only "acts" slutty, she accuses you of messing around, and of course, she keeps meeting guys..

She won't sleep with you, but acts slutty in publicShe dances with other women in nightclubs, dresses in a scandalous fashion, commands the attention of every man in the room, and acts like she has an insatiable appetite for sex, but yet, when you get her home, she is anything but sexual.

When a girl puts on a public persona that is anything but what she's like in private, it's because she's faking it. She's trying to portray an image that sends out a certain message to any man that crosses her path. In effect, she keeps the competition going strong and the likelihood of her spreading 'em for someone else is quite high.

She constantly accuses you of cheatingWhen anyone is constantly making accusations that hold no merit, they're usually projecting what they are onto the other person. If she cheats and knows how easy it is to get away with it, guilt or paranoia might set in and she may, in turn, begin interrogating you if you show up 15 minutes late.
A cheater has to continually contend with the possibility that someone may one day betray them in the same manner. The momentary act of cheating is usually much easier than the mental aftermath. If she becomes consumed with the suspicion that you cheated, and there is no reason for her to do so, it's time for you to question why.
She keeps making new guy friendsIt's one thing for her to network for business purposes, but if she's constantly befriending guys and going on "casual outings" with them, why is that?

Old guy friends she had before she met you are one thing, but going out socially with other guys breeds unnecessary temptation. Why would anyone purposely set themselves up for failure? And if you're uncomfortable with it and tell her so, and she reacts in a volatile manner, making it clear that she will continue to befriend strange men, prepare for the inevitable.

She doesn't think sex is sacredIn a world where sex is an effective tool in advertising and sexual favors are being exchanged in high school like they're baseball cards, your girl may view sex as nothing more than an activity. And while that's great in the sense that she's not a prude, it's sort of frightening that sex holds no sacred merit.

If she claims to want no one else but you and yet views sex as nothing more than something to do, then how valuable does she think it is to remain faithful to someone?

She doesn't care if you're aroundShe doesn't long to see you. If you had a date and had to break it, she doesn't think it's a big deal and easily opts to go clubbing with her girlfriends. What's worse, even if she hasn't seen you for a week, she'll opt to go out with friends rather than spend time alone with you.

If you're never around, then you can easily be forgotten and therefore replaced. This isn't a guarantee that she's going to cheat, of course, but if you're never around and she couldn't care less, it's obvious that someone else may be warming up your side of the bed. it may be too lateIf you plan to get serious with a girl, you need to figure out off the bat where she stands on the topic of monogamy. That's not to say that you need to have a girl who is a one-man woman. If you want to be able to mess around and want a girl who's open to the same thing, more power to you.

The point is that you need a girl who's on the same level as you in terms of what you want out of a relationship and what you want to put into one.

And if you thought your girl was one of the good ones and yet she has displayed any of the aforementioned signs, you may want to rethink your whole plan.

This article is taken from (http://www.askmen.com) and not my creation.

Teri duniya mein dil

2007-11-08T23:55:00.000+11:00

Teri duniya mein jeene se

2007-11-08T23:51:00.000+11:00

Duniya bananne waale

2007-11-08T23:49:00.000+11:00

Deewanon Se Ye Mat Poochho

2007-10-29T14:36:00.000+11:00

Waqt Ne Kiya

2007-10-01T14:35:00.001+10:00

Yeh Duniya Agar Mil Bhi Jaye

2007-10-01T14:34:00.000+10:00

Jaane Woh Kaise Log The

2007-10-01T14:31:00.000+10:00

Dekhi Zamane ki yaari, Bichhade Sabhi Baari Baari

2007-10-01T14:24:00.000+10:00

Chitthi Aai Hai

2007-09-15T17:36:00.000+10:00

Raj Kapoor

2007-09-15T17:27:00.001+10:00

Zindagi Khwab Hai

2007-09-15T17:22:00.000+10:00

Another one of my favourite songs

Zehal-e Miskin

2007-09-15T17:18:00.001+10:00

The main poem in the video is written on the line which I have made bold in this famous poem of famous poet of 13th century "AMIR KHUSRO".

Zehal-e miskin makun taghaful, duraye naina banaye batiyan;
ki taab-e hijran nadaram ay jaan, na leho kaahe lagaye chhatiyan.
Shaban-e hijran daraz chun zulf wa roz-e waslat cho umr kotah;
Sakhi piya ko jo main na dekhun to kaise kaatun andheri ratiyan.
Yakayak az dil do chashm-e jadoo basad farebam baburd taskin;
Kise pari hai jo jaa sunaave piyare pi ko hamaari batiyan.
Cho sham’a sozan cho zarra hairan hamesha giryan be ishq aan meh;
Na neend naina na ang chaina na aap aaven na bhejen patiyan.
Bahaqq-e roz-e wisal-e dilbar ki daad mara ghareeb Khusrau;
Sapet man ke waraaye raakhun jo jaaye paaon piya ke khatiyan.

Do not overlook my misery by blandishing your eyes,

and weaving tales; My patience has over-brimmed,
O sweetheart, why do you not take me to your bosom.
Long like curls in the night of separation,
short like life on the day of our union;
My dear, how will I pass the dark dungeon night
without your face before.
Suddenly, using a thousand tricks, the enchanting eyes robbed me
of my tranquil mind;
Who would care to go and report this matter to my darling?
Tossed and bewildered, like a flickering candle,
I roam about in the fire of love;
Sleepless eyes, restless body,
neither comes she, nor any message.
In honour of the day I meet my beloved
who has lured me so long, O Khusro;
I shall keep my heart suppressed,
if ever I get a chance to get to her trick

The Winner Takes it all

2007-08-23T11:51:00.000+10:00

Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I’d be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It’s simple and it’s plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don’t wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You’ve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

अफसाना मोहब्बत का है यह, न बेबुनियाद कहों इसे कोई,

जुदाई बर्दाश्त नेही होती मुझसे, फिर भी तनहाइयाँ अब मजबूरी है.

आग जब सुलगती है तो होता है रंग उसका लाल
आग जब ख़त्म होजाती है तो शोले का रंग भी रहता है लाल
ये ना समझना कि है ये कोई खुदा का कमाल
दर्द किसी का भी कम नही होता, इसलिये सभिका दिल का रंग होता है लाल...
दिल जलने के बाद भी तो है इसका रंग लाल
इसका मतलब है कि आज भी है ताज़ा ये दर्द, वही है इस दिल का हाल...

शमा को पिघलने का अरमान क्यों है,
हर बूंद को सागर कि तलाश क्यों है,
बारिश होने क बाद भी,
सावन को बरसात का इंतज़ार क्यों है...

छोटी छोटी बातों पे तकरार ना किया करो
हमारे हर मज़ाक को दिल पे मत लिया करो.
क्या पता साथ है ओर कितने din का.
इन पलों को प्यार से लिया करो

इन्तजार है हमे मौत का
ओर इन्तजार है हमे आप के जवाब का
आना दोनो ने ही है
बस देखना ये है पहले कौन आता है.

नफरत भी नही अदावत भी नही
उस शक्स को हमसे मोहबत भी नही.....
शायद हम जीं नही सकते जिसके बिना
उस शक्स को हमारी ज़रूरत भी नही॥

Kabhie Kabhie original Poem

2007-08-19T21:31:00.001+10:00

Popularized by the movie “Kabhie Kabhie”, the nazm featured in Sahir’s “Talkhiyan” and was later simplified for the movie version. The movie contained two different versions of the nazm, the one that was sung by Mukesh and then Mukesh and Lata and the other version was from ‘Talkhiyan’, recited by Amitabh Bachchan. The one I’m posting right now is straight from his book ‘Talkhiyan’ and was recited by Amitabh Bachchan in the movie “Kabhie Kabhie”. I have added meaning of few words for those want to read it in Hindi. and a full translation in English for those who do not understand Hindi.

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख़याल आता है

के जिन्दगी ऐ ज़ुल्फ़ों की नर्म छाओं में
गुजरने पाती तो शादाब हो भी सकती थी
ऐ तीरगी जो मिरी ज़ीस्त का मुकाद्दर है
तेरी नज़र कि शु’आऊं में खो भी सकती थी

अजब न था के मैं बेगाना-ए-आलम हो कर
तेरी जमाल की र्नाइयों में खो रहता
तेरा गुदाज़ बदन तेरी नीम्बाज़ आंखें
इन्हीं हसीं फ़सानों में मैं हो रहता

पुकारती मुझे जब तल्खियां ज़माने की
तेरे लबों से हलावत के घूँट पी लेता
हयात चीखती फिरती बरेहना सर और मैं
घनेरी ज़ुल्फ़ों की साए में छुप की जीं लेता

मगर ये हो न सका और अब ये आलम है
कि तू नहीं तिर गम , तेरी जुस्तजू भी नहीं
गुज़र रही है कुछ इस तरह ज़िंदगी जैसे
इसे किसी के सहारे की आरजू भी नहीं

ज़माने भर के दुखों को लगा चुका हूँ गले
गुज़र रहा हूँ कुछ अनजानी रह-गुज़ारों से
मुहीब साए मेरी सिमट भरते आते हैं
हयात-ओ-मौत के पुर्हौल खार्जारों से

न कोई ज़दा, न मंज़िल, न रोशनी का सुराग
भटक रही है खयालों में ज़िंदगी मेरी
इन्ही खयालों में रह जाउंगा कभी खो कर
मैं जानता हो मेरी हम नफस मगर यूं ही

कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख़याल आता है

Glossary:

शादाब = pleasant, agriiable
तीरगी = darkness
ज़ीस्त = life
शु’आऊं = light, rays, brightness
बेगाना-ए-आलम = stranger to the varld
जमाल = beauty
र्’अनायिओं = elegance
गुदाज़ = gentle, tender
नीम्बाज़ = half open
महव = drovned
तल्खियां = bitterness
हलावत = sviitness
हयात = life
बर्हना = nakad
मुहीब = dreadful
संत = towards
हयात-ओ-मौत = life and death
पुर्हौल = full of deceit, might
खार्जारों = a place full of thorns
जादा = road
खलाओं = darkness
हम्नाफस = companion

English Translation

Sometimes…

Sometimes the thought comes to my mind…
That life spent in the soft shadows of your tresses
Would be so joyful if it could be so; that
This sorrow, which seems to be the fate of my existence
Could have been lost in the radiance of your eyes.

It would not have been strange if I, forgetful of the world
Had remained lost in the flashes of your beauty.
Your lithe body, your half-shut, dreamy eyes—
If I had been occupied with such beautiful fantasies.

And when the bitter realities of life called me
I would have drunk the sweet nectar of your lips.
Life would be shouting and shrieking about me, and I
Would have hidden in the shadows of your thick tresses, and lived.

But alas this could not be and now such is my condition
That neither you, nor sorrow for your loss, nor longing for you exist.
My life is passing by in such a manner as if
It has not even the aspiration for anyone’s succour.

I have embraced the sorrows of the world.
I am travelling through unknown paths
Terrifying shadows are coming toward me
From the frightening planes of life and death.

I have no place, no goal, neither a ray of sunlight.
My life is being wasted in desolate wildernesses.
I will remain lost in such desolate places for ever
I know, o my soul-mate, but still, out of the blue,
Sometimes the thought comes to my mind…

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2007-08-17T10:48:00.002+10:00

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बेचैनियाँ

2007-08-15T12:11:00.000+10:00

बेचैनियाँ समेट के सारे जहाँ की,
After collecting all the problems (restlessness) of the world
जब कुछ ना बन सका तो मेरा दिल बना दिया.
When nothing could be made he made my heart

Credit for the Ghazal below goes to "Priya"
with full respect to her and her Shayari I made a little change to it.

मोहब्बत-ऐ-यार की खुमारी कम नही होती..
अश्क बहते नही अब... आँखें नम नही होती..

पास होकर भी पास नहीं मेरा हमसफ़र, मोहब्बत कम नही होती..
काश आ जाये तरस आज खुदा को, की दूरी कम नही होती...

बारीश दिल जला जाती है, कि बूंदे कम नही होती..
दिल मे बाद आती है मगर, आँखें नम नही होती..

आईने के सामने भी, आंसू मे शरम नही होती..
चेहरा पद लो अब मेरा, की आँखें नम नही होती..

दर्द-ये-दिल कीससे कहूं मैं, धड़कन कम नही होती...
रो पडती है रूह मेरी, पर आँखें नम नही होती..

बस आँखें हैं की कमबख्त नम नही होती॥
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एक कागज़ पे एक din तुम ने
तराशे थे कुछ हसीं नक्शे

बनायी थीं रंग बिरंगी तस्वीरें
हंसती-बोलती, मुस्कुराती हुईं

खींचीं थी चांद रेखाएं
एक छोटे से घर को जाती हुईं

आज वोह कागज़ मुझे पूछता है
"मेरे वजूद का मतलब क्या है ?"
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आज फिर तुझे याद कीया जाये,
आँखों को अश्कबार कीया जाये..

भूली बातों को याद करके,
बिखरे ज़खमो को सीया जाये..

नही देता कोई ता-उम्र साथ,
किसको सफ़र-ए-हमराह कीया जाये..

हमने वफा की है बहुत,
अब बेवाफाई का इल्जाम लीया जाये..

उजालों के लुत्फ़ उठाये हैं बहुत,
अब अंधेरों का साथ दीया जाये..

बी-रोनक हो गई है हर महफ़िल,
क्यों ना अब गुमनाम जीया जाये